Grrrr...

Grrr. And that's how I feel about work recently - somehow things had been really busy and it's hard to even catch a breather at work. I find myself reverting back to long hours (something I had been avoiding since the first 3 yrs w/ the company), logging on after work hours, and typing long-azz email threads throughout the weekend. From circumstances and events that happened (highlighted in my previous posts throughout the years), I always think that humans shouldn't have to work so much because there's much more to life than career or a job - yeah, this was a huge change from my aggressive mindset when I first entered the industry. Right now, I think that a career is only a job to pay the bills so that we can get what we want to live a healthy happy life. Eventually, after 50 years; I prefer to remember my accomplishment such as: "Hey, I learned this beautiful melody on my Taka (my guitar) during 2009 summer after watching this series - let me play this now", rather than something like "Hey, I was designing this X@Z circuit for this X&Z chip for this now-obsolete hardware". Oh well, godda enjoy 2 more hrs before I go to bed, and another day for project X@Z starts again.